Polluted Mind, Dirty Heart

I once was lost, why's it hard to forgive?
I once was dead, so why can't I let others live?
Instead I kill em through bitterness or maybe with hate.
In my heart they are dead, but are they really too late?
Even if they don't see it, inside I judge
Them by their past, & I hold a grudge.
And sometimes by their present, but I don't do nothing.
So I ask myself, am I really loving?
What good is it if I only think less of them,
But I don't help myself or any of em?
Is that the love of God beating in my heart?
I gotta get it flowing in arteries, then I can start
To walk like Christ, & think like Him, too.
That can be very difficult to do.
You know what I'm talking bout don't you act like you don't.
When you're pointing at that one person who's smoking a joint.
None of us are blameless so don't elevate yourself.
Instead of hating on others why not try to give em help?
Help. That's what I need.
Cuz lately I haven't been sowing seed.
'Cept, for that seed of hate growing in me.
After God's own heart is something hard to be.

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I shouldn't hate or I'm walking in the dark.
Instead I should let love be m spark.
I said, I shouldn't hate or I'm walking in the dark.
But it's really hard to ignite that spark.

I think I think I'm better than you.
I know I know that that ain't true.
Big lie is, I'm a perfect child.
Truth is, we're all raised in the wild.
And raised to be wild, our planet is wack.
That's a different story tho, let's not get off track.
Not that irrelevant, cuz point is, I'm a sinner like yourself.
We have both been affected, we got issues with our health.
So to point your speck when I got one, too?
That's wack, I have no right to hate on you.
Only God does, & yet He loves us all.
If that's the case then I should love you even when you fall.
We all make mistakes, I'm no exception.
It's just that sometimes I got a messed up perception
That I'm really more favored, and you are not.
But we all have an equal chance from sin to be bought!

Reality (Save Our Souls)

This has not yet been released to the public until now. It is not meant to come off as hateful. For ALL have sinned. That includes me. I'm not better than y'all. Rather, I am worried for you, and want you to find the remedy.

You’ve got a condition and you’re melting away.

No wizard can cure it, it’s here to stay.

You’re a slave to it, got you tied up in a rope.

And yet it’s your painkiller to help you cope.

Some of you rely on dope & it’s killing you.

Cuz you gotta be dope to fit in with the crew.

You fit in with peeps you hate just to prove a point.

You lose another day as you smoke that joint.

Then there are joints, a club chain.

Seeing those ladies just clubs away the pain.

But after you feast you’ll be hungry again.

My question to you is, what do you do then?

We don’t live on bread alone.

Cuz when it gets stale it’ll be like a stone.

You are what you eat so your heart becomes hard.

You take it out at the casino playing cards.

Life dealt them cards, you say it’s unfair.

So you make the best of life, living without a care.

Care not, for others, cuz you feel high in the sky.

Too high to see others so you just pass them by.

You feel so good as you drink through your pain.

But you’re really only pouring your life down the drain.

Life’s one big party, let’s start a rave.

Listen dawg, you need to be saved.

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Every time you get up runnin' you're lost in this world.
No time for the gospel, can't hear the word.
Feelin' so empty as you count your time.
The world's fading quickly,
But what will you do when you die?

V2- Life’s not fair? I agree, we got grace and mercy.

Loved unconditionally and we’re undeserving.

Yet they say you live once, so get rich quick.

Them greenbacks are quickly making me sick.

And that’s sick, if you worship something man made.

Is your worth the one thing you’re willing to degrade?

Depraved is your mind, and it is starving.

It has no knowledge but your head’s enlarging.

On top of the world, the people, your pawns like bait.

But when you face the king, there won’t be no checkmate.

Check this, you check every cheque you write.

Make sure the amount that was transferred is right.

Can’t lose a penny or you’ll lose your time.

Time’s running out, your soul ain't saved by dimes.

That stack of money will blow over real soon.

At the gates no one care if you were a tycoon.

Media lies to get an expected reaction.

Buy this, try that, to cover satisfaction.

But once you do you ain't satisfied.

Still your reaction is the same, tho the media lied.

You say you’re so boss, but the world is your boss.

Listen dawg, there’s freedom at the cross.

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V3- We live in an age where Christ’s name is used for swearing.

And all over our bodies it’s profanity we’re wearing.

We’re worn, and we’re torn, apart by each other.

Armies rage war, brothers fight brothers.

We ain't bros tho, I’m a child of God.

But don’t get enraged, I’m not saying I ain't flawed.

So I watch the world, there’s trafficking for sex.

Some of y’all blind, don’t know what really happens next.

But your eyes are open when u watch them in porn.

It’s like A.D.I.D.A.S, I’m talking Korn.

Cheat on your wife? This ain't a test!

You go to uncharted areas like you’re on some sort of quest.

Well search this: is this really your life?

A pretty masquerade that only causes you strife?

One day you’ll be unmasked, & the whole world will see.

Just who you really turn out to be.

Don’t wait for that day.

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